I need to be something, to be someone. Something so big that cannot be ignored, someone that's not unknown. I'm sick and tired of people who ignores you even if you just want to make friends with them. Many would say, "Ronald, it's just a simple matter, get on with it" Yeah it's simple allright, but this, for me, determines you in the social circle. Why in the world would they ignore me? Because I have an eccentric taste in things? Because I'm not good-looking? Because I don't have style? Because I don't have a job? Because I don't have any fucking degree? I have nothing to boast of! And that set of evidently unlaughable things, my remaining friends, is the one that apparently and currently boosts my self-esteem to none. Because of that, I always thought that I am such a loser, a huge loser. In fact, if you've got a moment, it's a twelve-storey loser with a magnificent entrance hall, carpeting throughout, 24-hour porterage and an enormous sign on the roof saying 'This Is a Huge Loser.' But this is not the end of me. I'm going to study again (hopefully) taking a decent course (well, a little) in a decent school (finally), earn a Bachelor's degree or a Master's if I got lucky, and then shave it off on people's faces! Haha! That will be my time of revenge! And it's coming soon and fast, like a bus going to Monumento that goes as fast as an aircraft. So beware, Mr. and Mrs. Snob-asses, for when I became something like an expert or a technical celebrity, you'll see.. haha!
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