It's 4:05am. Browsing through Facebook and Wikipedia. Suddenly, a phrase came up on my mind saying, "If only you could hear me shout your name, If only you could feel my love again.. If only you were here". Am I remembering someone? Why o why is this happening.? I'm exhausting myself of any goddamn ways to forget this girl, yet I can't. I hate her. Hate her more than America hates Osama. The sad part is after all that hate, and all that suffering, I still love her. Am I crazy? A martyr? WHAT!!? I want to forget her yet again, I still want her back. I'm sounding really stupid now.. Even if we broke up after 1,209,600 seconds (2 weeks, just exaggerated a bit there) I love her like for a lifetime. Well enough of this emo moment. Convince yourself to be happy (even if not), I'm still hoping for the best in the future. And I don't mind being an SMP club member this year, as long as I am not in my whole lifetime.. ofcourse with her. Yan! I am really a daydreaming, lovesick, crazy person now, haha! If you see her, tell her I'm waiting for her :)
Bonjour , mes amis !
Bonjour , mes amis !
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